Bottled Thots - i u h e u x

31 August 2007

A card.
A farewell card??
The envelope says,
To: A girl I love deeply

Is that a joke?
Did he just reuse the envelope?
Wah seh, save the earth siah..
Reuse, Reduce and Recycle!

Actions and words don't tally.
I really thank God that He didn't say,
"I love you deeply."
and ask some mice to die on the cross..

Wanted to almost dare him
but nah.. What's the point?
He'll soon realise that he don't like me la.
But still I pray that he'll be fine.
Seriously hope he's not depressed.
I know how it feels like.
God send someone to help him bah.
I cant be of much help now.
Send Jamie?
Maybe he need her now.
Yup..

Genting trip how?
Still looking for someone.
Part of me hope he can come,
coz i know he'll be fun to be with.
But part of me don't wished to see him.
Arghh..

Makeup course how?
Choose which one?
Hmm...
Still thinking..
Should i?
Should i not..?

So what now?

Confuse..

25 August 2007

Mr R. really treats me like a spare tire.
Amazing how he can sound so right.
Acting like an angel.

I have lost trust in him.
No more.

I rather build trust with another.
No more time wasted.

Pls give me some time.
I don't mind slow, but must be steady.

I love all my sisters.
A sister in need is a sister indeed.
Their friendster's comments can sound childish.
But so sincere.
I really appreciate it.
Let us stay close always.

Evans Almighty
sneak preview:
Very touching.
Almost cried in so many parts.
Esp when God says, "
Alot of people thought
I've send the flood to destroy,
But I love everyone."

Yes, its a comedy with great truths.
I also love the part when God says,
"When someone ask for patience,
God don't simply give it to them,
But God give them the opportunity
to learn patience in that circumstances."

No wonder..
I've asked that I'll love all His people...
So many nasty people for me to learn to love..
Haha..

17 August 2007

Aiyo.. What is he trying to prove..?
He likes Jamie alot..?
Come on.. That I already knew.
Friendster pic need to put her as primary pic anot?
What else?
Need to call me in the middle of the night to ask me
"Oh coke with what sauce for the ribs ah?"
"What if I bbq it instead? Can?"

Kaozz..
No need to hint me he is going to her bday la.
I already knew he will go.
Despite that stupid Sam still say he won't.
Chey, should have bet with him to get some $$$. Haha..

Somemore what..
Still can ask about the Genting trip?
Still wanna join us for movie?
Still got cheek to ask me am I going out with D?
hurl hurl hurl..
Never see anyone's skin as thick as his ahh..!

Come on..
When Vian told me abt his Friendster pic
I still try to calm her down.
Little did I realise that I wasn't feeling anything..
Yes, and I find it childish.

*talking to him*
Hey, you wanna tell the whole world
you cant get over Jamie that's your biz..
Don't come and try to waste my time..
I really think I'm being very kind to at least treat you as a friend.
And very sincerely everytime.
Don't take it for granted.
My patience is really limited boy.

Nah..
No time for kiddy..
Yucksss..
Making me sicker and sicker..

Yup, btw Happy Birthday Jamie.
Haha..

*thinking evil*
Hmph..
Still ask me to go bbq..
Siao ahh..
I should have agreed and disturb him..
"Ohhh~ Couple phone ahh..?"
Haha..

Thank God, D told me Samsung not gd ahh..
Sony Erisson better.
Waiting for my K850i to launch
then buy with him.
Haha.. Abit bian tai..
ÜÜÜ

12 August 2007

It's all mixed up now..
Why am i as if in his situation..?
Now my turn to say i'm neither here nor there..
I see him as a fren..
I'm thinking of someone else..
Ahh well..

QC came to look for me @ my workplace unexpectedly..
No matter what, I've got my free treat..

HH kept asking me out for lunch..
And most unexpected is R shows up @ my wkplace!!
But so happened that I cant lunch with him..
D recently been asking me out for movies and dinner too..

All these happened suddenly..
when i decided to be single.

decided that i should enjoy my singlehood..
decided that i should get out of the "love race"..
decided that i should know more friends..
decided that i should repave my career..
decided that i should get a car licence..
decided that i should get a makeup diploma..
decided that i should have a brand new image..
a brand new phone..
a brand new specs..
a brand new start..

they appeared..

somehow..
i dun wished to get involved..
at this moment..

Well, wait and see what's next..

07 August 2007

My Dream HP.
Sumsung F300 .
Ultra Music White Edition.

Too bad..
Singapore only carry 2 shades..
Black and Scarlet Red..

Look at how sexy and slim she is..
Mmm.. Fantasizing now.. Hee..

Even her 3-quater side view seduces me.
*drooling...*

01 August 2007

Busy week.

Giant day.
Giant night.

Today interview.
Today off.

Actually planned ktv with sam and ray.
but no more.

It's ok.

Supper w dec.
Wonder what he's gonna say...
Sianzzz...

Zinc planned genting.
but who knows.
I'm fine with being frens.
but don't think he is.

Busy..
and aimless..

praying..
and still waiting..

too much to feel..
too much to deal..

sometimes i still miss..
sometimes i don't..
getting used to it..
hoping i won't get used to it..
but seems used to it..
without him.

I flare up today.
I threw everything.
I smash my fav blusher.
I'm angry.

Angry with who?
I dunno.
Maybe it's the outburst
with the stupid angmo.
Maybe it's with my marketing manager.
Maybe it's with my retail manager.
Maybe it's dec.
Maybe it's...
me.